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Sunday Secret

A PostSecret card posted on http://www.postsecret.com/ today that I can relate to :)

A New Day

So my sis and I have tickets for the 12:04am showing tonight for Twilight New Moon. She will be the one to arrive first to stand in line and save seats. I will go home and sleep like a baby until 11:30pm. This is what happens when you get up there in age :) It's much harder to stay awake till midnight. The important question is if I'll be able to stay awake during the movie. I plan on staying awake but you never know.

I was restless going to sleep last night I tossed and turned for 30min before I did some relaxation techniques that worked since I don't remember going to sleep. The power of the brain is amazing. Relaxation is Awesome! If you've never tried it just try it once it works. Maybe I should make a relaxation CD?

Today is going well so far I'm pretty busy since I'm alone for most of the morning. I'm sending positive energy for the rest of the day to be good. Next break I will review my lesson for the kiddos on Sunday. I must get back to work now I just took a break to blog!!

People suck!

So where did this statement come from? Oh yeah! I remember! I must admit I do not believe this to be true.

There is no lesson to be learned from someone stealing your personal things
There is no reason for a child to be abused or murdered
There is no reason for a gay person to be beat to death
There is no reason for a person to lie and set you up for something you didn't do
There is no reason for a lot of things. Some of you may agree and some of you may not. There are four types of people I dislike most.

Liars
Thieves
Murderer
Pedophiles

Well my day started off good and I'm still doing OK except for the fact that I found out something today that I'm not happy about so inside I'm boiling. OK, I'm pissed, hurt, irritated, annoyed, and suspicious. I won't go into too much detail, but I will tell you it has to do with one of the above. Work has been good. I just got out of a long ass meeting again two days in a row now my head is spinning. I want to scream and yell "ice cream" jk ^_^

It's funny how you appear fine to others on the outside because your at work or school environment. You have to especially pretend in Corporate America or you make your whole team mad, upset or paranoid. I have fifthteen more mintues and I can go home. I will keep smiling :)

Work Work Work!

Corporate America you gotta love it and it pays the bills. OMG, Work was crazy today. I wanted to pull my hair out. I felt disconnected and off balance. Then throw an hour and half team meeting and it makes for a long day not to mention also throw shorty in the mix of things. It amazes me how immature adults can be and ignorant. Especially, when they know better . I guess I'm just rambling for now.

So I checked my Po Box yesterday and boy did I have a lot of mail so I picked through 10 items I wanted to look at and put the rest in the corner for the weekend review during my weekly cleaning session at home. I should have known my day would be off balance since I skipped my morning workout. Tomorrow I see my Personal Trainer at 5:30am sharp. This should help boost my day. He wore me out Monday so my core is a little sore yeah were working on strengthening my core up.

I'm trying to write daily even if its crap and doesn't make sense. I saw the wizard tonight and it went well. I needed it! I should probably get to bed since morning comes quick.

***** Kudos to Bre for getting the Customer Service award today. She is awesome and she deserved it. She bust her ass while I was out so it's nice to have your peers recognize it*****

Working out and back to work!

Today was a good day it started off at 5:30am with my new Personal Trainer. I really think it's a good fit aside from the nice eye candy. I started back working out this week so my sis and I will be working out at 5:00am on Tue and Thur weekly together our normal routine. I've slacked lately since I was sick, but I'm up and running again. I meet with the trainer again on Wed which means I don't get a break until Friday whew....

My first day back to work was good. I felt like I was slow , but I wasn't I was just anxious for some reason. It just seemed to good to be true that it went so smoothly. I was excited to see Bre that was good. I'm exhausted so this will be a short post. I hope everyone is doing well. Have a good evening everyone@^-^@

No way!

I received a phone call last night from my mother we were just chatting, then comes the words I've been waiting for. After a year I had given up hope. My mom said "I'm moving there to be with you so start looking for us a place." I was in shock and said OK and she said "I will care for the boys(my nephews) in Jan so I can move out in Feb" I hope I'm not getting my hopes up, but I really need my mom right now and she needs me her health is not good. This will be the first time my mother has moved from the state she and I grew up in. This is a big deal for her. I remember when my mom flew for the first time 10yrs ago it was cool to experience it with her. I hope I'm not speaking too soon. I had come to terms with the fact that my mom was not moving here I had stopped talking about it and it appears she has had some time to reflect on what she thinks is best overall this makes me very happy as if you can't tell ^_^ Now my sis, mom and I can be together now all I have to do is get my brother, sister-in-law, niece, and nephews to move that may be tough to do kinda like my mom. Today is also my mom birthday. Happy Birthday Mom I Love You!!!!!!!

Award

Thank you LeeRyan for this Award! You are Awesome also! I will name others who have not received this award. Bre you are also Awesome ^_^

By accepting this award I must tell 7 things about me that you don't know about me. I've already told a lot on my blog so lets see what I come up with.

1-I cry when a certain song plays regardless of the mood I'm in because I think of my brother while it plays
2-If I care about you and love you then it's hard for me to confront you and most likely I wont.
3-Collect Trolls and I have 100+
4-I will be getting a cat soon even though I'm allergic I need something to care/live for daily so I will be getting allergy treatment
5-I've been drawing and painting more over the last month and it's been fun and therapeutic
6-Due to me being a highly functioning person in spite of my life experiences I slip through the cracks easily and others expect too much of me
7- I spend $280+ a month in gas to and from work

The following awesome bloggers are tagged by me. You are free to accept or decline the terms of this award. I will still thank you, you are Awesome :) Links will be corrected I 'm have some trouble with it as Bre will know lol ^_^

Bent Objects (I love your bent objects there amazing)

Tasty Pastry (Recipes to die for :))

Star Wars Blog (Star Wars kick butt)

Wormbook (An Amazing woman who reads lots of interesting books)

Fashion Jinx (Great fashion if you have the body, just try it)

FemDolling (Awesome female figures if you like art)

Arod (A true blogger who blogs about life)

1.Thank the person who gave you this award
2.Copy the award
3.Post it on your blog
4.Tell us 7 things your readers don't know
5.Link 7 new bloggers
6.Notify winners of the award with a comment on there blog
7.Keep being Awesome

I'm Back!

Hello to all my blogger friends. I missed you all. Please disregard any spelling errors as my sight is not doing well at all. I still wanted to post and let you all know the No Tech really sucked. I've missed a lot and have some catching up to do. I had over 500 post I missed that I follow. Not to mention how much e-mail I'm going to have at work when I return and yes I haven't worked either. I miss Bre "Mauh" to you Bre ^_^ I did break the no texting or twitter rule that was a given. I will post more soon. My eyes can't handle any more at this point. So I will catch you all later.