Showing posts with label OCD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label OCD. Show all posts

Monday, August 10, 2009

OCD

Alright, I have some OCD issues. I've actually come a long way with them. Recently, It has come back with a vengeance. I won't go into a lot of details on all of them. There is one that has completely taken over me lately. I have tried and tried to overcome it, but nothing seems to work. I know this will sound crazy (^.^)

I can no longer enter a Wal-Mart. I believe if I do I will be contaminated and die. There are way too many people there I use to go to Wal-Mart and have always felt the germs on my skin while in there I swear whenever I've gone into one I've gotten sick now I know this may be in my head, but I believe it and that's all that matters. All I hear and see when I'm there is people coughing and sneezing I'm getting the chills just writing about it. I know this is an irrational fear but it has still taken over me. I have no problem going the rest of my life not entering a Wal-Mart.

Sometimes my sis and others want to go to Wal-Mart and I cannot get out of the car to go in This sucks!!!! I'm not sure I want to overcome it, but if I want to go "shopping" with others and they want to go to Wal-mart then I need too. It only affects my social life a little not much. I don't know this is probably something I should go work on in Therapy eh!